Fixing A Broken Heart

There was nothing to say, the day she left,
Just filled the suitcase full of regrets.
I hailed a taxi in the rain,
Looking for some place to ease the pain.
Then like an answered prayer,
I turned around and found you there.

You really know where to start,
Fixing my broken heart.
You really know what to do,
Your emotional tools,
Can cure any fool,
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart.

Now I don't understand,
what I'm going through.
There must be a plan,
that led me to you,
Because the hurt just disappears,
In every moment that you are near.
Just like an answered prayer,
You make the loneliness easy to bear

You really know where to start,
Fixing my broken heart.
You really know what to do,
Your emotional tools,
Can cure any fool,
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart

Soon the rain will stop falling baby,
And I'll forget the past,
Cause here we are at last

No Title

This day not different from others day, nothing special happen on this day. Wake up at 08.00 AM, take a shower, reading newspaper, than go to Campus to meet Ms.Sandra, gosshhh she isn’t coming till 11 AM, where is she? So late lah, than meet Satria to chat about some business. Sambil nunggu, g makan di semi basement sama Andre & Catherine. Lalu balik ke level 4, ternyata dia udah ada. Back from kampus g pergi ke warnet dan BCA, di warnet g check e-mail, friendster and read my friend’s bloggie, wow she looks different from several weeks ago, she looks stronger and happy now, that’s good. I’m very excited to read her life story in her bloggie.
Sekarang di ciumbeluit lagi hujan melulu neh, dari tadi sore ampe sekarang, masih aja hujan.

Sunday Morning

Sunday morning, baru bangun neh, today ke gerejanya ga yang morning session , tapi yang ntar sore. G baru selese breakfast dan read “Kompas”, ga terlalu ada berita yang menarik.

Pas g check my friendster, ada testi baru dari Jerry Ng, jadi inget Shanghai lagi neh, Jerry is my tour guide from Malaysia, he is very friendly, happy with his job and funny guy. The testi from him is quite good for me lah hehehe, thanks Jerry, I hope someday, sometime and somewhere we’ll meet again, Bro.

Rada siangan after lunch g nonton TUXEDO di HBO, the film quite funny, padahal filmnya kan udah cukup lawas ya, kasiaan d gua baru nonton hehehe.

G lagi nyari tempat untuk temporary tattoo di mall2 di Bandung, tapi kayanya di Bandung ga ada place like that yang ada di dalam mall, pengen di tattoo dengan tulisan “ J U N E ”

Late Saturday

Bangun telat, harusnya seh ngehadep my lecture Ms. Sandra yang “bubble chubby little cute” tapi sometimes wajahnya keliatan sassy banget hahaha (mudah-mudahan she is never read this blog lah hahaha), hope she is still good to me ketika sidang skripsi gue nanti. G denger kepergian ke Belanda my lecture untuk take postgraduate degree will be delayed, but whenever she go, I hope she will be success lah, you go girl !!!!, ehhh I mean you go Ms. !!!!! hahaha

Ntar malem bakal crowded banget tayangan di ESPN, my lovely team, Liverpool will facing MU, I hope Liverpool will win this match, hope the new striker like Fernando Morientes or the new defender like Mauricio Pellegrino can make some goal, CIA YOUUUU THE REDS !!!!!!!!!!!

19:00 PM
This evening pergi ke istana plaza nyari sandal converse, tapi model yang dicari kaga ada, before go hgoe, makan dulu di food courtnya.
Pas nulis this blog, g sambil nonton Liverpool Match, hmmmm lagi ketinggalan 0-1 dari MU ini, Liverpool maennya jelek. The result : Liverpool was knocked by MU, Welldone MU !!!!

wondering, someone .........

Now 1 AM, I couldn’t sleep, G lagi lost my feel neh, dunno why. Am I to scare to have some experience like I used to with my ex? Oh, gosh
Need some friends to share what I feel now, this is the reason when I created my blog….wondering, someone out there could read and understand what I feel
It was very silly when I decided something important just because I don’t want to feel worry that I’ll be lonely and forget about my past. Hmmm but this is my mistake yang harus gue jalanin, jadi inget kata-kata lagu dari Ada Band “Manusia Bodoh” :

Dahulu terasa indah, Tak ingin lupakan
Bermesraan selalu jadi satu kenangan manis
Tiada yang salah hanya aku manusia bodoh
Yang biarkan semua, diri permainkanku berulang-ulang kali

Mencoba bertahan sekuat hati
Layaknya karang yang dihempas sang ombak
Jalani hidup dalam buai belaka
Serahkan cinta tulus di dalam takdir

Tak ayal tinggallah ku pun, buat ku putus asa
Kadang akal sehat ini, belum cukup membendungnya
Hanya kepedihan yang selalu datang menertawakanku

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so what should I do? dunno, But for now, let everything flow……..

Now g lagi gathering data from my marketing books buat ikutan TIGER BALM COMPETITION, but dunno what to write and dunno what to think, all is blank……

So I decided to make my “Kata Pengantar” buat skripsi gue, this the final touch for Skripsi, then it will be a Draft.
Hmmmm so many friends I have to write in this “Kata Pengantar” :
1.Some friends from St.Angela like Hendra, Maureen, Rachel, Anast, Ollyvia, Oelil, etc all of they are the bezt frenz in this world.
2. Some friends in campus like John, Ardian, Hakim, Bambang, Asan, Herry, Reggy, etc hmmmm they make my life more beautiful and colorful
3. And of course the other my friends who has help me, and give a wonderful “spicy” in my life

Now 2 AM, di HBO muter film Superman yang udah oldies, nontonnya juga udah ga mood. Bntar lagi pengen bobo ah, nanti pagi (Friday Morning) musti ke kampus dan perpus.

“You need to learn to patience. Love can’t always be perfect. Love is just love”

Apakah Cinta Itu?

Bila telapak tanganmu berkeringat, hatimu dag dig dug, suaramu bagai tersangkut di tenggorokan , itu bukan cinta tapi SUKA

Bila tanganmu tidak dapat berhenti memegang dan menyentuhnya, itu bukan cinta tapi NAFSU

Bila kamu menginginkannya karena tahu ia akan selalu berada disampingmu, itu bukan cinta tapi KESEPIAN

Bila kamu menerima pernyataan cintanya karena kamu tidak mau menyakiti hatinya, itu bukan cinta tapi KASIHAN

Bila kamu bersedia membiarkan semua yang kamu sukai demi dia, itu bukan cinta tapi KEMURAHAN HATI

Bila kamu bangga dan selalu ingin memamerkannya pada semua orang, itu bukan cinta tapi KEMUJURAN

Bila kamu mengatakan padanya bahwa dia adalah satu dan satu-satunya hal yang kamu pikirkan, itu bukan cinta tapi GOMBAL

Untuk mencintainya, katakan kamu menerima kesalahannya, karena itu adalah bagian dari kepribadiannya
Katakan kamu rela memberikan hatimu, kehidupanmu bahkan kematianmu, katakan hatimu tercabik bila ia sedih dan berbunga bila ia bahagia.
Katakan kamu menangis untuk kepedihannya biarpun ia cukup tegar menghadapinya
Katakan kamu tertarik pada orang lain tapi kamu masih setia bersamanya

CINTA adalah pengorbanan, mencintai berarti memberi diri

CINTA adalah kematian atas egoisme dan etnosentrisme

Kadang itu menyakitkan tapi itulah harga yang harus dibayar untuk sebuah CINTA

A Tired Sunday

Sunday......I'm wake up early today, must go to church. This evening g ada invite dari my friend, his sister wedding in Hyatt Bandung, kayanya makanannya yummy tuh hehehe.
Tadi malam Indonesian National Team was beated by Singapore National Team (1-3), mudah-mudahan aja masih bisa ngebales di Singapore-nya.
J, miss you a lot neh !!!
Bulan-bulan ini g nganggur, lagi nungguin sidang, mudah-mudahan sidang gue flow with succesfully.
Last week, one of my best friend offering me to go to Europe (wow that amazing !!!!), mudah-mudahan aja lancar semuanya, tapi kalo ga jadi pun, ya namanya juga gratisan hehe.

Back To Normal Life

This day, i'm very tired, i had to go to my campus untuk ngurusin pendaftaran sidang gue, tapi diundur, damn !! Mudah-mudahan bulan Februari gue udah bisa sidang, dan jadi fresh graduate and starting my life with new life and new experience, hope all of that will flow with smoothly.
Bandung lagi dingin-dinginnya, hujan melulu, jadi inget liburan december kemaren, waktu pertama kali ngerasain salju (kasian ya hehehe) di Shanghai (what a beautiful, romantic city and beautiful moment !!!, i miss all the moment !!, miss her mamachi (much much)!!!

My First Blog

Yuhuuuuuuuuu, hello this is my first blog , hope anyone want to read this blog hehehe. Now I’m In Shanghai, I’m on Holiday with my dad, my mom & my sis. On 3rd January , I’ll be back to Bandung, and back to the normal live huuhhh
Snowing here, it’s very cold, but the surprise is not the snow but the internet café in Shanghai is very cheap, and they “run” very fast not like in my lovely country “Indonesia”, the internet was not “run” but they “walk” hehehe
By de way, Happy New Year my world & my frenz, luv u all !!!!!