wondering, someone .........

Now 1 AM, I couldn’t sleep, G lagi lost my feel neh, dunno why. Am I to scare to have some experience like I used to with my ex? Oh, gosh
Need some friends to share what I feel now, this is the reason when I created my blog….wondering, someone out there could read and understand what I feel
It was very silly when I decided something important just because I don’t want to feel worry that I’ll be lonely and forget about my past. Hmmm but this is my mistake yang harus gue jalanin, jadi inget kata-kata lagu dari Ada Band “Manusia Bodoh” :

Dahulu terasa indah, Tak ingin lupakan
Bermesraan selalu jadi satu kenangan manis
Tiada yang salah hanya aku manusia bodoh
Yang biarkan semua, diri permainkanku berulang-ulang kali

Mencoba bertahan sekuat hati
Layaknya karang yang dihempas sang ombak
Jalani hidup dalam buai belaka
Serahkan cinta tulus di dalam takdir

Tak ayal tinggallah ku pun, buat ku putus asa
Kadang akal sehat ini, belum cukup membendungnya
Hanya kepedihan yang selalu datang menertawakanku

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so what should I do? dunno, But for now, let everything flow……..

Now g lagi gathering data from my marketing books buat ikutan TIGER BALM COMPETITION, but dunno what to write and dunno what to think, all is blank……

So I decided to make my “Kata Pengantar” buat skripsi gue, this the final touch for Skripsi, then it will be a Draft.
Hmmmm so many friends I have to write in this “Kata Pengantar” :
1.Some friends from St.Angela like Hendra, Maureen, Rachel, Anast, Ollyvia, Oelil, etc all of they are the bezt frenz in this world.
2. Some friends in campus like John, Ardian, Hakim, Bambang, Asan, Herry, Reggy, etc hmmmm they make my life more beautiful and colorful
3. And of course the other my friends who has help me, and give a wonderful “spicy” in my life

Now 2 AM, di HBO muter film Superman yang udah oldies, nontonnya juga udah ga mood. Bntar lagi pengen bobo ah, nanti pagi (Friday Morning) musti ke kampus dan perpus.

“You need to learn to patience. Love can’t always be perfect. Love is just love”