Questioning and realized

In the past several weeks, wondering, questioning my self what happen to me?

For sure, its not about money or job

sighhhhh....its about heart, yes again its about heart.....i think this is the only part in my life that never run very well until now.....

I felt being badly now, dunno what should i do noe.....felt that it wouldnt gonna works.....its not about being cheated or sumone who lied to me but its all about that i felt that she didnt need me

and i realized that a relationship is not a game, its a DESTINY