Small "dot" that made everything turn into Black

Dear God,

Tonight I made some mistaken that turn everthing that I have build in to some "black" hole or get in to some stuck situation. It could be give me more and more experience and give me some learning apa maksud dari yang kita lakukan dapat ditangkap berbeda oleh orang lain. Bahwa sesuatu yang emosional dapat merusak segalanya, bahwa sesuatu yang egois dapat menghancurkan sesuatu yang telah dibangun, bahwa hal-hal kecil dapat merubah sesuatu yang besar, bahwa segala rasa sayang dan cinta akan tertutupi bila yang namanya emosional muncul, segala perasaan yang namanya pengertian akan kalah dengan yang namanya emosional,bahwa rasa sayang yang begitu besarpun bisa tertutupi dengan rasa emosional yang bisa menimbulkan rasa cuek dan tidak peduli walaupun sesaat

God, I never have a plan to ruin this nite, I come along from far just to see the beautiful eyes, the sweet smile, the caring lovely one.But I didn't happen this nite.I regret all the things happen tonite, more or less it will be different tomorrow

Little thing that made a different, little things that I regret, emotional things that I regret that must be show up

Learn that everything happen with someone that I love, I will never show up the bad side of emotional things. Emotional just made everything turn in to dark one.